ive felt so tired for what i had done to him! i had totally loose my mood to march! i feel so stress and moody today! i had get embarassed enuf for twice! i have no face to stay in da team! i feel so sad and even, i think i wanna give up all what im doin now. OHSOTIRED

its took a revenge to me i think, i feel that im being C-U-R-S-E-D

ive got back my mood yesterday and they loose my mood once again! i hate hate hate! my self. my life. my day!

something going really wrong now!

for what they had teached me, i appreciate it. but they have no rights to hate how i do instead of.. they think they're vry well too! u nvr try u nvr know.

like what today happened!? i get 1ST ROW agn n agn. its felt really hard for me to control the flagboy infront of me instead of take care of my own line. they thought its a easy job, they thought they can handle vry well so im the one who sucks the whole team, between im really sry for wat i had done.

i had given out my feeling but it ended up with failures once agn. for wat he had explain to me, i accept it 'openmindedly' and i really appreciate wat i had did to him and i think he did also. but since all wat it happened to me today, i feel so dissapointed and i start hating everyone now! oh dats really bad but i just cant control myself. i feel im being hated. so sad of me!

-writing tis entry in a mood of sad, mad, angry, stress, tired, negative, hate- just no LOVE

1 thing more, my leather school shoe had been soaked in da mud and water today, it turns out really ugly and the thing inside there came out, so yah, my shoe spoiled and i gonna ask for a new school shoe for my bday present frm my mummeh! =)